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A page from the journal · Day 85 of 90

Mary Was More Than a Woman Crying in a Garden

Open your Bible: John 20:1-18

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You have kept the voicemail. Some days you play it just to hear your name in a familiar voice. John 20 shows Mary weeping near the tomb, unable to recognize the person speaking to her until He calls her by name.

Mary had come looking for Jesus' body. She thinks He is the gardener. Then He says her name. John gives us the moment of recognition before the message she carries to the others: “I have seen the Lord!” (verse 18).

Let Mary be more than an image of sadness. She is a witness entrusted with news. Her tears belong in the scene, and so does what Jesus asks her to do.

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Read John 20:11–18 slowly. Notice what Mary asks, what she misunderstands, and what changes. The account points us to the risen Jesus without requiring your grief to resolve by the end of the reading. If you need company today, ask someone to stay awhile.

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What can I truthfully say about Christ's grace without making it sound more dramatic?

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About this adaptation

Adapted for Soul Snacks from Beloved, Really, Day 85. Original devotion: She Heard Her Name. Original full-edition PDF pages 250–251. This is an edited web adaptation, rather than a verbatim book excerpt. The featured verse is also provided as accessible text beside the graphic.

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