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I’m tired of auditioning.
Who put that label in charge?
My brain has 47 tabs open.
Can we stop replaying that?
I’ve got something to give. I think.
Full group chat. Nobody to call.
My “yes” is starting to sound cranky.
I’m tired. Is anything growing?
Everything keeps changing. I need something steady.

A page from the journal · Day 2 of 90

The Scoreboard Is Closed

Open your Bible: Ephesians 1:3-8

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An honest prayer02 / 90

A prayer to begin with

God, let Your love set the starting point for my day. Free my work from auditioning.

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The scorekeeping can start before your feet reach the floor. Yesterday’s patience: questionable. Today’s list: already behind. Ephesians 1 takes us further back than either of those reports, to God’s choosing in Christ before the world began.

That changes the reason for your next good thing. You can answer the email, apologize, or help your neighbor as someone already loved. The work matters. It simply doesn't have to carry the impossible assignment of making you worth loving. Let the scorekeeper put down her clipboard. There is a whole day to receive and live.

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About this adaptation

Adapted for Soul Snacks from Beloved, Really, Day 2. Original devotion: Chosen Before You Could Perform. Original full-edition PDF pages 21–22. This is an edited web adaptation, rather than a verbatim book excerpt. The featured verse is also provided as accessible text beside the graphic.

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