You return to school later than planned and take a seat among students who might mistake you for the professor. Beginning again has a way of making your whole history feel conspicuous.
Paul called himself "the least of the apostles" because he had persecuted the church (verse 9). Then, in the very next breath, he said he worked harder than all of them. Both were true. He did not pretend his past away, and he did not let it shrink him.
"By the grace of God I am what I am." That one sentence holds humility and confidence together. Grace gets the credit, and the work still gets done. God's grace covers your story and fuels your gifts.
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You don't need a spotless biography to become useful in God's hands. Where repair is possible, pursue it. Where growth is needed, welcome it. Then give thanks for the good that grace is making possible now. Your story can contain responsibility, mercy, and meaningful work in the same paragraph. None of them requires pretending the others disappeared.
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Finish three sentences beginning By God's grace, I can now… Use concrete examples.
You can take this slowly.