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I’m tired of auditioning.
Who put that label in charge?
My brain has 47 tabs open.
Can we stop replaying that?
I’ve got something to give. I think.
Full group chat. Nobody to call.
My “yes” is starting to sound cranky.
I’m tired. Is anything growing?
Everything keeps changing. I need something steady.

A page from the journal · Day 28 of 90

God Can Handle the Junk Drawer

Open your Bible: Psalm 139:23-24 and Jeremiah 17:9-10

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The junk drawer no longer closes. Dead batteries, mystery keys, something that probably belongs to an appliance you no longer own. It's remarkable what we can live around when opening the drawer feels like too much work.

Sometimes the gap between knowing and feeling is held open by something hidden: an old wound, a buried resentment, a lie you swallowed long ago. Jeremiah says the heart is deceitful. We can't always see ourselves clearly. David's response is to invite God to look.

"Search me." That takes courage, and it's safe, because the One searching is the same God who knit you together and delights in you. God searches to lead you somewhere. Verse 24 aims at "the way everlasting."

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The One invited to search is also the One who knows and forms us. You don't have to present Him with an already-organized interior life. Ask Him to show you what needs attention, then respond with patience and honesty. A thought that arises in prayer still needs discernment; it's not automatically a divine instruction. Look for what agrees with Scripture and leads toward truth, responsibility, and wise care.

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Pray Psalm 139:23–24. Write what surfaces, then consider it carefully rather than rushing into action.

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About this adaptation

Adapted for Soul Snacks from Beloved, Really, Day 28. Original devotion: Search Me. Original full-edition PDF pages 88–89. This is an edited web adaptation, rather than a verbatim book excerpt. The featured verse is also provided as accessible text beside the graphic.

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